Tossed it up

Hello revolution !

I dislike *proper language* looking at my wardrobe and got nothing to wear. It's like forever for me to actually buy new clothes as i'm still counting on my parents to buy me stuff. It was nerve wrecking when it comes to this particular thing where i am in need of something and i had to ask my mom or dad. I'll be walking around the house and started to rearrange my sentence. Come on , i am fifteen. Nowadays people are stupidly crazy about high fashion and stuff and no i don't want to be like them but at least when i go out, i do have something nice to wear. I shop like crazy once a year to celebrate Eid Mubarak of course but there's always something missing. My bad then. Fashion comes and go. No worries. My problem now is that i am craving for some clothes. Whenever i go out i always come either empty-handed or buy things that i grab-and-go. That's just silly !


Believe it or not , i didn't remember the last time  I wore a dress. Even if i did, that was ten years ago. No kidding and now when i finally had my sense of style back, I just stuck whether or not should I buy those but then now , i am literally, BROKE so i don't have to think about it much and for that i'm sure, i'll be working my ass off to save some money. To that i don't have to bother about walking around the house rearrange sentences again.
Being plus size is hard after all. For my point of view , there isn't much of choice for us or it was my bad that  I didn't survey properly but yet, i didn't found one. even if i did , they sold it for like more than i could afford. i'm working on to loose some weight. Yeah , it's kinda chile for me to say but give me a break i shall work hard for that.