I never thought that the day they were all counting for Ashwin's departure was the day that i'll depart too. The letter for the shift came on last Wednesday, i went trippin and on thursday ( today) i told them about it and tomorrow i have no idea what will happen and i can't wait for saturday. hanging out again like on the 23rd and imma rockin with 'em guys. i know this day would come since the past three years but i never thought that it would be this quick. yeah time do flies promptly and i guess i'm not the only dilatory here. All i have now is a day to be cp-ian , and i shall not carry that tittle again. i told them about me going off but somehow they seemed clueless. Like i am talking in some alien language " beep beep beep, jrueihdjuakiajnuhdjq, beep beep beep "
i hope tomorrow will be better or vice versa but at least i got something planned out for me. small thing plays the big role. Eyyo, thank you for making my days. its just look stupid how we end up getting close, you know the bonding-thing. you do make me regrets that i've wasted much time but there's always a boon right?
Frankly speaking, I have no hope for this time around. what will they do? I'm afraid of changes and i'm afraid to take the first step. i'm afraid that i shall be forgotten and i'm afraid that i'll forget. Al plus changes equal disaster. real disaster but i'm gonna make it through though. what actually happen tomorrow will be my personal thing. pros and cons is the essence of my undecided life. Every joy remains as an inerasable reminiscence and every secrets will be kept shut.
Every inception will cease right? That's how life run
out of order , AL
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