My clean-up session was yesterday. it's not that i'm going anywhere its just the room have been in such a mess with dust and by dust i mean , cloud dust. Bulky one. I go under the bed , behind the study table, up the closet. Crazy dust day. Just like Aiyna , i also found my long lost items and things that i used to hide.

Frank to say , there was lots of poems either in Malay or English. They're corny like deadly cliche especially the one in Malay. Dang , now i got the sneak-peek of the "lyrics" i gave to my senior cuz i can't recall what i wrote and i'm not going further in the lyric topic. enough now. Somehow , i'm hoping he misplace it :D 

I can't deny the fact that how i was like in years back and how immature i am , shallow-minded. I'm 16 now and being treated like toddlers was never in the list of precise growth i want to have. Just so you know , i still have the sense of a 15 y/o girl and i can't see anything that actually make me full-grown. I still live in last year shadow and I often forget my age. Home-person , that's what i am and i don't know if i could still hold on to that.

                            Where most of my thought aren't a thought anymore , AL