sports and how i miss it

I love sports. I love the fact that i am able to run (not the fastest), i am able to exceed my expectations and the fact that i have spend my time well with people i like doing things i love. alhamdulillah.

I have been fat my whole life. people can replace it with chubby or plus size or curvy or cute or anything that they possibly can, trying hard not to piss me off but it is what it is. Being part of a sport team really open a door for me to believe in myself and my capability of executing tasks that most people doubt i can. i can talk about trying to meet people's expectation in sports up all night but i will not of course because nobody will read it anyways. Hm, i'll read it for myself :)

I play netball and of course most girls play netball too because it's girls thing. I played netball until lower secondary school then i played softball until i literally graduated from secondary schools.
A teacher of mine once, jokes about making a girl's rugby team and he would take me in if i'm interested. Girls playing rugby? here? at the end of the day, there's probably only me getting knock out in the middle of nowhere.

when i got my PMR result back in 2010, i thought of buying nothing except for glove and balls. okay, i lied. i did thought of having a hand phone which i did later. neh not my phone, my lil'sis' but i pretend it's mine. she was pissed! well moving on, i haven't really got a chance to play the first nine. ever in my life. i thought i have one in 2011 but the coach said that she'll keep me this year. she said that i should watch the game and learn about it and kicking legs next year. i almost shed tears but i believe in Allah's plan. So in the amazing year of 2012, i have been given a chance to play as the first base. I did strike out quite a number of people. funny. Well Alhamdulillah to that.

I lost about 7kg back in 2011 and maintaining my weight ever since but now since school is over and i'm underemployed i've gain some i reckon. pfft what a life.