feminine

Thought of trying out feminine stuffs sometimes later. Maybe a long skirt, blouse or stuffs, i don't know. Haven't figured out anything yet but i'll try daring outfits pretty sooner when I have enough money to cater my alter ego in fashion. You know i got some pretty cool stuffs here in my head but it is just to hard to get them out because such clothing aren't literally come in my size so it's hard to dress up myself and say " how do I look?" Maybe it's me who didn't found the right shop for my size as I didn't have the chance to look around KL for that because I don't really like to go out when I don't have money. I can't help to look around and eventually buy nothing which I did, always. I get embarrass to ask my mom to buy clothes and dresses and shoes for me unless it is for the Eid-ul-Fitri. My teacher didn't believe that i go for shopping once a year but yeah, i did. Once a year. I don't know why. People went to shopping like once in two months or at least buy  t-shirt when they go out but I don't. I just don't. Lately, I am very thankful that we went shopping often but I'll end up thinking, this is too expensive that is too expensive though it was just standard price and sometimes i keep them to myself. Telling me no, they didn't come in my size or i'm simply not interested. Sooner I'll change how my wardrobe looks like on the inside. Sooner