unrestored humanity

There are always the days when you would find yourself sitting alone and somehow realised that you have so many things lingered in your head and you can't help but to go with it. You let yourself dive in your own ocean of thoughts and sometimes, you drown.

One thing came to me the other day. What if, humanity is actually a work? people pay other people to be humane towards its own kind and other living creatures. What if all those kindness we see are just based on pure working necessities? out of sincerity. they chase for kindness just for the sake of recognition from the society. to be thinking about the positive side of it, other people will follow the good deeds but insincere deeds will only last for awhile. people get bored. In this kind of world sometimes, people don't think of the happiness they will get, they seek for the things that will privilege them in whatever way possible.

what if humanity is just a trend? we keep throwing money, energy and time because we want to be part of the bandwagon. not because we are really into it. it makes us look saint but it makes unfortunate people feels useless. why? because we are so arrogant with the sustenance we are being blessed with and we think that people will not live if we didn't gave the money,energy and time at the first place. rude enough?

what if all this while, we are faking our kindness without we knowing it. for instance, I help just so that later for whatever reason people will help me back because they owe me. Owe me. Doesn't the 'owe' word means that I did that because I want something back? or maybe something much better?

the more I think, the more i want to change the title. My post is heading towards kindness somehow.

I should stress this out, this is just thoughts. I believe in kindness and humanity for sure but you know, the most powerful thing controlling a person are his/her thoughts.


one unrestored humanity post I found on pinterest:

because of overcrowding, a rescue facility says it must kill 20 out of 81 red-eared slider turtle it houses.

how ironic.