Past times

I read Nazu's post on her blog just now about a few  ways to say " i love you" and this one sentence wake me up

        " the reason why we don't call each other more often is not a selfish one, it's a human one."

and to stand to the opinion, the writer adds 

" show your friends that it's okay to be busy and forgetful and flawed. show them you care about what they are doing anyway "

To that , i'll live my life to the fullest and take nothing for granted. The reason why i keep posting about my friends is that i am afraid they might think that i forget them or such which is never going to happen not today , not now , not tomorrow , never.  It is tough. Take time for instance, they don't look back. People do , that's why they got stuck and left behind. 

The memories are just too much. Too much to write. I don't think you could feel how deep i feel right now. Let see if i can make you,

1) Lake Valley

2009

• .remember we skipped school and go to the restaurant and pretend like we were the upper high school students because the guard of the lake valley asked so? sahiera once said , do not underestimate me because i'm short. 
• instead of having plates on our table , we end up having a total of 8 to 12 glasses on our table. (saving)
• Sahiera brought along her kite but the wind weren't so helpful
• Epull was with us all the time, we even had a photoshoot under the lake sign , the capital L and such
• Aina Syazana and myself , often jogs there.
• Aiyna with her pyjamas and sweater meet me, aina and chipa if i'm not mistaken
• i barefooted there because my sandals off

2010

•      Abe , Ani , Sahiera and myself hangout there after the pmr results ceremony and not to forget Hafidz Alee was there too :)

2011

on the last day of school , i asked my cousin to drive me to lake, my excuse is that i want to take my sibs to the playground but the truth is , i was hoping to meet them. yet , i did not see anyone. i waited for almost half an hour then , i saw aiyna came. Accidentally.  I then , asked my cousin, Neyna to drive me to the shop lots there. i get out from the car , hoping that i will truly see them. I walked through the narrow road beside all the shops, and there they are , skating :')  wan , ani , abe and shafiq. i cannot forget the feelings until now. It was all worthwhile to at least see them for 5 minutes only , they just made my day. They made my day.

2012 

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Fill in the blank. 

sooner, yes. sooner.

This is only 1 percent of my story. I haven't told you about McDonalds yet. school , road in Cp, The Mines , Mid Valley, Time Square, Monorail and KTM , Carrefour even , the new year posts. like I said , this is just 1 percent of the story. You have no idea.

I am ready now, ready to fully move on yet ready to take every little memories with me. they are my strength, they will always be.

I love you guys , truly. 

Forever will :")

Off I go

This is to everyone that make me who i am today , this is to everyone that shaped my life , this is to everyone that make me believe i am beautiful as i am and i should be proud with myself.Thank you for bringing me to another part of life that's just wonderful.  Thank you for all the loves and supports. 

           " This is life. cherishing , forgiving , moving, loving , caring and most important , understanding"

hard to read isn't it? too much colours. That is life.

                                                                                                                         Sincerely , ALYA