HOMECOMING

i haven't really got the chance to tell you guys what i'm about to actually. i got this tons of draft but i cant seem to finish it all so, i buried them in here. I don't know whether or not i'm ought to continue or just make a new one.  Sorry for those who's been waiting and fuck off for those who's hating. Heck , i just don't give a shit. So, last week i entered a boarding school somewhere in town. There were  no excitement to start with except for the quite odd environment of all G school. ya know ~
As for myself who had no preparation neither physically nor mentally about this whole residential school thingy, i did cried. yeah. Freaking homesick for a week. somehow , i remembered ibu and ayah like everyday especially at school. I did got teary eyes when they left me on the first day but i'm steady though. Went through it all, all by myself. My first day was kinda bad because I accidentally took my senior's bed ( i dont wanna talked about it) right after prep i went straight to dorm and change the sheet then she came in. so , i said what i supposed to said, that i don't know it was her bed and all that. it didn't take us long to get close to each other really. Girls are such weirdos. even myself but when they are all around you 24/7 and there's like thousands of behaviors, sorry I just can't cope.  still adjusting myself in this new environment and Alhamdulillah i got superb friends and dorm mates to help me through. It sucks to know that i gotta move out from there. too much people is unbalanced for the sport home. 


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its freaking unfair because i've already found a place where everybody is so engaging with each other and i was so comfortable in the crowd and all of the sudden i have to be miss awkward-unknown again. Life is such a journey. roller-coaster is the main ride. pfftt , unexpected things happen. yeah , just like the Japan Earthquake this evening. woaaa , O , it was terrible. 


Before my system went down, i better get going. May tomorrow bring no hollow